Thursday, 6 February 2014

Butterflies in the Garden

Hello All. I have been away from the blog due to a very busy schedule and the launch of my new book, Butterflies in the Garden.


My first romance, The Truth Never Dies, had been released for only a few weeks when I arrived in Miami for my holidays. I was still feeling extremely excited and happy for having been able to launch the book in Europe and in the USA. I experienced that sort of feeling of accomplishment which takes over and makes us feel like a small kid again.

I remember when I was on the line at the immigration border at Miami International Airport, waiting to be seen by an immigration officer, a man in front of me started to talk. Like me, he was coming from England. He told me he had a finance job and as a hobby he played guitar and composed songs. According to him, every time he needed some inspiration he went to Miami, which he regarded as a well of inspiration and creativity. Right there, standing in that line, feeling half asleep, I looked at that man and thought, “Maybe it’s time to be inspired again and write my second novel.”

On the following day I was sitting by the pool when friends back in England began to text my cell phone. They were sending me the news that The Truth Never Dies had reached number one on the Amazon US best sellers list. I could not believe it. I got hold of my tablet and checked on the internet. It was true. My first ever romance had been read by thousands of people in America. I immediately knelt down, closed my eyes and thanked God for that blessing. At the same time I said, “God, if it is your wish for me to write another novel then please help me with the inspiration.”

Well, I couldn’t have received a better and stronger answer from God. On that night while I was in bed I went back in time. More precisely, back to the fifteenth century. I saw two women riding horses. They were running away from something or someone. I could feel their apprehension. Soon I saw men riding horses, galloping through a field. It didn’t take long before they captured the two women who were fleeing. I saw those men capture them and torture them in the same horrific way as I describe in this book.

When the vision faded away I was sitting on my bed. I had sweat running down my entire body. I felt those two women’s despair and fear. I could smell the breeze of that night in the woods back in the fifteenth century. It was the inspiration I had earlier asked God for. During that holiday week in Miami I remember seeing horses everywhere. I saw horses in advertisement pictures in magazines. I saw horses as part of decorations in stores and in people’s T-shirt prints. By the end of that week in Miami I had no doubt. I had to write about the story of those two ladies.

The Prologue


 

The Kingdom of Navarre, the successor of the Kingdom of Pamplona, was a European medieval kingdom which occupied lands on either side of the Pyrenees, alongside the Atlantic Ocean between present-day Spain and France.

Navarre Kingdom. Winter, early years of the fifteenth century.

 

 

 

On a cold night, two women were riding horses. They were running away. Both ladies had long, dark hair and looked very similar apart from the noticeable age difference, as one appeared to be more mature than the other. Both were dressed in long gowns. They rode very fast, and were now a few miles away from the bridge that linked the village to France and headed towards the forest. The cold November night was very dark. Once they reached the interior of the forest, the young lady who was leading the way shouted to her horse.

“Go Asas, go!” she said, stroking the horse at the same time as urging him to go faster. Her hair was flying with the wind and her face was full of braveness and determination. She checked the other lady, who was not far behind, to ensure she was keeping up, and continued riding fast through the forest.

Suddenly noises of horses approaching could be heard. Far behind, torches could be seen amongst the trees. The young lady continued to stroke her horse and prayed in silence, hoping for a successful escape. She pulled the necklace of her gown and, getting hold of the pendant with the image of the Virgin Mary, she took it up to her lips and kissed it. ‘Oh Virgin Mary, I don’t care what happens to my life but please look after my mother. She doesn’t deserve anything bad to happen to her. I beg for your protection,’ she prayed in silence. Suddenly her prayer was interrupted by the loud noise of men approaching on their horses.

“I can hear them getting close to us!” shouted the older lady. “They are going to catch us!” She made her horse stop and stayed still.

“What are you doing? They are coming! We need to go faster, otherwise they’ll catch us!” said the young lady, stopping her own horse so that it faced her mother’s. She made a sign with her head and said, “Come on Mama, let’s run.”

“No. I am not going anywhere. I can still save you. You go. Run, my daughter, run!”

“What are you saying? I’m not going anywhere without you, Mama. Come on, let’s go.”

“If I stay they will catch me and that will give you time to escape.”

Suddenly the noise of horses and men approaching became louder. They were swearing loudly at the two women, saying things such as “You’ll regret running away, you witches.”

“We don’t stand a chance, daughter. Their horses are much faster and they will end up catching us. I will stay and surrender. Go and get out of here. Go to France and find my sisters. There you will be safe,” said the older lady with tears in her eyes. “Go, you are young and still have a chance to escape this curse. Don’t worry about me.”

But before Carmen could say anything they found themselves surrounded by the men, who were holding lances and torches. They all had long golden chains with crucifixes around their necks. 

“We’ve got you,” said one of the men. Pointing his spear at them, he ordered, “Get down off your horses now!”

Six other men approached the two ladies and dragged them down from their horses. Two of them took hold of the ladies and tied their hands with extreme force. They dragged them both away from their horses and laughed with bitter sarcasm. One of the men took his crucifix and kissed it before slapping the young lady in the face.

“We are not Jewish, neither are we witches. Please let us go,” begged the young lady’s mother, “Please!”

“There’s no salvation for you two. You are both going to the stake!” replied the man.

“Now you two, watch what we are going to do with your horses,” said the leader, who was still mounted on his own steed, pointing his spear at the ladies’ horses with evil in his eyes.

Both the animals got agitated, as if they were feeling the evil energy directed at them. Four men moved closer to the horses and, holding their long swords, they waited for more instructions.

“Please don’t do anything to our horses. Let them go,” begged the young lady. “I beg you, leave the horses in peace.”

The leader of the band replied, holding his crucifix, “They carry the same evil as you do. They are bewitched and we must kill them as we are going to kill you.” He laughed loudly, lifted his spear up in the air and ordered, “Fellows, in the name of the father, the son and the holy ghost, I command you to kill the bewitched animals which have been serving Lucifer!”

The young lady tried to reach for the horses but she was immediately pushed away by one of the men, and fell on the grass. She was followed by her mother who had been pushed by the same man.

The four men lifted their long swords and, with extreme violence, they struck the legs of the mother’s horse, who gave out a deafening shriek of pain and fell flat on the ground in agony. Both daughter and mother were horrified. The men smiled, watching the horse writhing in torment on the ground, and made a joke out of the young lady’s horse, who had become agitated with panic.

“Don’t worry, big boy, you’ll soon be joining your friend in hell,” said one of the men holding the swords.

The four men lifted their swords again, this time to hit the young lady’s horse, Asas. She screamed while watching the men strike the animal’s legs. Asas fell on top of the other horse and both of them cried, making horrifyingly loud noises which could be heard from miles away. The agonised creatures were squirming and hitting each other’s heads while their blood formed a pool on the ground.

“Asas!” she shouted in horror. “My boy…Oh my boy!” she screamed, looking at the inquisitors with tears rolling down her face. “You are not human, you are monsters. You are not serving God but your corrupted church.”

The men were positioning themselves to hit the animals in order to finally kill them but were stopped by their leader.

“No! Don’t use your swords.” He looked at both women and gave them a cynical smile. Using a very cold tone of voice he told the men, “We will burn them alive!”

The men went around collecting trunks and tree branches and surrounded the horses with piles of wood in order to create a bonfire. The ladies were crying loudly and the animals screeching in agony. Within minutes the men had put trunks and wood around the horses and set them on fire. The leader said, with pleasure in his voice, “Watch your animals burning and feel their pain and their agony. It’s a very slow death and it’s exactly the same death you two will soon face.”

Monday, 25 March 2013

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Thursday, 21 March 2013

what a wonderful world


I have been away from the blog because I am writing a lot. First of all I spent the last few days working on the Portuguese version of the The Truth Never Dies. Mr.Anxiety here received the file from the translator and sent straight into the publishing company before even - EVEN - doing a quick double check. Result; when I got the Portuguese version to read on the train on my way back from the Cotswold I had a massive chock. Many many errors. Result 2; I spent a week going through the whole manuscript checking and re-typing. The publishing house will send off to a a professional proof read anyway...BUT there were a lot of errors that only I as the author would be able to recognise.
Second of all I am now working on the first editing of my new novel/romance. Which means going through the whole manuscript, 330 pages, and retyping in order to ensure consistency in the story and adding or taking parts out. After the 1st editing I will do a 2nd and then a 3rd time until it finally goes to the professional full proof reading.

Anyways... That's why I have been away from the blog. Which I miss...here I share my thoughts and bits of my soul. Here it's like my bedroom when I was a teenage, it's my playground, my comfort zone...my man cave - and so on.


I blog for over 10 years. Before I was blogging on www.superne.zip.net and there I have a huge collection of memories from the day I arrived in London up to the day I went to live in Spain.

Reading through my earlier blog I remembered situations, some good, some fun, some tough that I went through in my life, alone, in London and the first thing it came out in my mind was; "Wow, how many amazing people I met. People/friends/work colleagues/work colleagues that became friends/friends that became like family people that made life so much easier/nicer and most times gave me hope. Knowing such amazing people always give me hope in life as if God was saying; Yep.There are a lot of amazing people in this World. Forget the bad focus on the good, the good at heart and thanks God I have had the blessings to have met some wonderful people in this planet.


My advice is always; filter the bad, keep only the good. As you would do to anything in life such food; material things etc...do the same with your relations, with the people around you. Keep only the ones that add love and good things to your life.





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Wednesday, 6 March 2013

Have you said I love you today?



I keep on talking about LOVE, not the passionate, sexual, relationship type of love but...the spiritual Love... The Love Jesus told us to learn; Love one another as if there was no tomorrow.

I have the people I love with all my soul and energy in my life and I try to tell them whenever is possible; I love you.
My grandmother for example is someone that every time we are about to finish our phone calls I always say; Don't forget I love you lots and lots... And I do...and I know she feels it but just in case; I got to say it. And she does the same and Oh My; it feels good. It feels God to feel we are loved. Simply because Love is the fuel for our souls as food is the fuel for our bodies. We need love in order to boost our souls with good energy, happiness and joy.

Have you ever notice how much you benefit from being around people you love and who loves you? I ain't talking about passion I am talking about true love.

My tip is; whenever you feel a bit down or lacking in motivation; go and visit someone you deeply love (and loves you). If you cannot visit then do a phone call and you will see how much more revitalised you will become!

Love and only love can cure any wound

Monday, 4 March 2013

Life as a He-Man episode




When I was at the end of my teenage I met a great friend, Mark, whom I like to think as being one of the angels of my life.
Mark arrived in my life to help and teach, to guide and look after me - all I needed at that time. I was going through a difficult time; it was the point of my life when all the difficult times from my childhood such the loss of my mother kicked in and I couldn't pretend I was strong anymore. I became sad, depressed... And I learnt at that time that people in general don't like hanging out with negative and or depressed people. Fact. Only the true friends stay...In my case, for many reasons I was alone.
I suddenly found myself alone; no one and I mean no one to turn to. Suddenly I meet this guy, who came into my life only to help and assist. He knew I needed a friend, I needed someone to talk to, do normal teenage stuff with and open my heart...and so he was there for me when I needed the most. I remember how comforting and looked after I felt just by having him there, someone to talk and perhaps make me company... He used to come to my home in the afternoon and simply take me to hang out...see different things, do different activities and never treating me in a patronizing way...Mark did a lot to me and even though right now; over ten years later, we lost our daily contact I still consider him and I know it's reciprocal. I have inside my heart a very special place for him as I do have for all of those other friends whom came up in my life and became more than friends, they became family...angels... people I will never forget.
I remember of of my problems at that time was to want to see an objective for everything in life...I wanted everything to have a meaning, everyday to be special...And of course life isn't that way. Life doesn't run all smooth and perfect 24 hours seven days per week. One day he said; "Life isn't like the He-Man episodes which always have at the end the explanation and the meaning of why things happened the way they happened. Do you remember He-Man? - Well I was one of those geek children who looooved watching the episodes. Anyway...he couldn't be more correct; I did want and still do; life to have a meaning, my days to have a reason.... And I am still working towards relaxing a little bit and trying to accept; Life isn't an episode of He-Man...

PS: I don't think I ever told him what his friendship at that moment meant to me...and I decided I will tell him today.

Thursday, 21 February 2013

My writing routine



I am currently working on my second romance. The story is quiet upsetting, there are a lot of sad feelings and sorrow in the first 100 pages. It's by far the most personal story I ever wrote (Although this is my second published book I have already written lots of other stuff including theatre plays).

My writing routine is always the same; before I start to pray I close my eyes and ask for inspiration and then the writing flows...I don't stop writing for one, two or even three hours. It feels like if I am watching a movie in my thoughts and typing everything down. I feel each characters emotions (which can be very upsetting) and I know when to stop...it's like if something tells me; "This is it for today". I then listen to some music to shake the sorrow off and later on in the night I usually dream with the sequence from where I stopped writing.

This second romance has been an intense journey and I cannot wait to share the story with everyone.


PS: Music takes us away to different dimensions and places. For my first book I had a play list which had from Bob Marley to "Somewhere over the rainbow". It's not different with this second book. Currently in my play list are; Tina Turner, Amy Macdonald, Neil Yong, Billy Dean and many others...